I knew this girl for about two years. And she starting to drift. I still want to do so much with her, all these plot lines. I try to talk to her but it’s driving me crazy.
Anything I say can set her off. And I won’t ever know it, unless I close the chat and check her blog and hunt for a tag-less vent post under a read-more. I know she’s depress but she refuses to be direct. She insists I will abandon her, and that I will get tired of her, when I’m not and I’m getting really upset. She prefers talking OOC with RP blogs and be open with them.
She opens a new RP blog, and I see this as my chance. I followed her with my own RP account and sent her an ask. So far she’s only responded to other people that’s followed her.
I just want things to be the way they were, but it feels like she’s pushing me away. I’m tired of the read mores. I’m tired of sounding like a jealous brat. I tried giving her space but suddenly she says, under a indirect read more, that I was spending more time with other roleplayers than her. I confronted her on this and it seemed like things were getting better.
But it’s… really not.
I just feel… awful.
Am I doing something wrong? I just want my friend back.